failed, again.
though i know it's hardly possible for me to get that, i could sense the depression and emptiness at the failure notice. maybe i should not hope that much at the very first beginning because my fate says i do not belong there.
now i am starting to wonder where is my next stop and when can i find it.
the dorm building is almost empty now and no one can tell how i am feeling. is it the same feeling as i was doing the summer intern at EF? no! it's not. back then, i felt lonely but filled with, if i can say so, exhaustion, it's the kind of tiredness after a full day's achievement.
i am a weird person, i look high, so high that i can hardly reach, and what's more interesting, i am kind of enjoying while suffering from this.
they've been asking:"what would you like to be in the future?", this is also the question I've been asking myself. though i always forget about this when i am hurrying to my next "stop".
looking back on the ways that the others have been walking through, they are so different yet all inspiring. but where is mine? i wonder.
am i clustering energy or simply making no progress at all?